Yes, I know I’ll be fine.
I know things will fall into a place called compromise.
I know I’ll say sorry and I know I will forgive.
I know that we’ll dream once more
While I shove it all back, deep in my head.
I know I will plunge myself into making you happy again.
But for now, and just this once.
Just let me be a bitch.
Let me take every word apart
And rant over each slight.
Let me imagine all my murders,
Let me shout my abuses,
Let me cry all my rivers.
Let me hold your heart in my hand
And watch you choke as I close my fingers around it.
Let me be for now
Because it’s all I have…
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